21 april

Head throbbing, Mind swirling

Getting warmer, too heavy, too heavy, arghh.

No, turning cold on the outside: I correct myself.

No wait, it's getting warmer AND colder,

both together, all at once, all suddenly.


Can we, please?
Head throbbing, blood is warming, in the head, in the head...
Can we, please?

Disapproval paints its way on one face,

and

Incapability shows on another face.


Thanks, once again, for showing that the values over here are to be:

Miserly,
Stingy,
Scrooge-like.

Thanks, for showing that being a penny-pincher is worth more than the

Well-being,
Health,
Protection,

...of a family member.

Whatever, Oh, just forget it. Move on.

Is that how it's supposed to be in a proper household of His?

Remind me once again, that when I'm older, I will never, never be like this.